Chapter 5
I left the audition site directed by Gu Yan, my heart still racing uncontrollably.
His words, "I remember you," echoed in my ears, like a seed planted in the softest part of my heart.
"Qin Wan, calm down," I said to myself, patting my flushed cheeks. "This is just the beginning; don’t get carried away."
Stepping out of the building, the early summer sun poured down generously.
I took a deep breath, feeling a long-lost excitement swell in my chest.
Passing by a café, I decided to treat myself.
I ordered a latte and settled into a corner seat, opening my phone to browse through other audition information.
"I can't put all my hopes on Gu Yan's project," I reminded myself.
"Even if he has a good impression of me, it doesn’t guarantee I'll be chosen."
The competition in the entertainment industry was far more brutal than I had imagined.
In my previous life, it was my naivety that led to being schemed against by Shen Hao and Su Man.
Thinking of Shen Hao made my heart ache.
How did he deceive me in my past life?
First with sweet words, then with false promises, and finally using me as a stepping stone while he flew high with Su Man.
"No, I can't think about that anymore." I shook my head vigorously. "In this life, I will never repeat the same mistakes."
My phone suddenly vibrated; it was a message from my acting teacher, Professor Li: "Qin Wan, there's an audition opportunity for a supporting role in a web drama. Are you interested?"
I immediately replied, "Thank you so much! I will definitely participate."
Putting down my phone, I began to contemplate my performance during the audition.
Gu Yan had said that my acting felt very natural, without any obvious traces of technique.
This was a strength, but it also meant that my skills were not yet fully developed.
"I need to learn acting more systematically," I wrote in my notebook. "I can't rely solely on the experiences and feelings from my past life."
As the coffee gradually cooled, my thoughts became clearer.
In this life, I could no longer be that passive little actress waiting for opportunities.
I needed to take the initiative and seize every possible chance.
Returning to my rented apartment, I immediately called Professor Li to inquire about the details of the web drama.
"The role isn't big, but it's quite challenging," Professor Li said. "It's a complex character for a supporting actress. Although the screen time is limited, it allows for a great display of acting skills."
"I'm very interested!" I said without hesitation. "When is the audition?"
"The day after tomorrow at ten in the morning." There was a pause before he added, "Qin Wan, you've changed a lot recently; you're more confident now."
I smiled and replied, "People always need to grow."
After hanging up the phone, I immediately began preparing my audition materials.
Meanwhile, I didn’t forget to send self-recommendation emails to several other directors and producers.
“Opportunities are fought for,” I said to my reflection in the mirror. “In this life, I will let my strength speak for itself.”
Late into the night, I remained seated at my desk, repeatedly pondering my character and practicing my lines.
The neon lights outside flickered, casting a glow on my tired yet determined face.
“No matter how bitter or exhausting it gets, it’s all worth it,” I whispered to myself. “One day, I will stand in the spotlight and let everyone see the real me.”
Including those who have hurt me in the past, including Shen Hao, including Su Man.
I am not living for revenge, but I will not allow history to repeat itself.
This time, I will step towards success through my own efforts, one step at a time.
When I finally lay down in bed and closed my eyes, what came to mind was Gu Yan’s deep-set eyes and his words: “I remember you. Keep working hard.”
“I will,” I smiled in the darkness. “This is just the beginning.”
Tomorrow is a new day, full of infinite possibilities.
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