11 Green Wine
If I have to say, Guo Jia is the one who stayed in the past, the impression of a small old-fashioned person who stayed in the academy, a perfect senior, unwilling to mention the past, but soaked in smoke and alcohol. He needs the pain of external things to relieve the pain in his heart. The cheap green wine burns the stomach like fire, and the tobacco passes through the veins of the lungs and exhales from the nasal cavity. The fine and dense pain tightens and tightens like vines. When he raised his drunken eyes and saw Jia Xu entering the door, his gaze passed through him and saw the small old-fashioned person who held the book and frowned and called him Guo Jia. His dry voice couldn't make a sound, and the cane knocked on the table. Guo Jia then lightly laughed as if he had returned to his soul and murmured, "It's Wenhe..."
12 Fighting Against Fate
Guo Jia, fighting against fate, he is worthy of everyone, but only because of Lie he is not worthy of Jia Xu. Everyone thinks that Prince Guangling is the hero Guo Jia loves the most, even Jia Xu thinks so, only Guo Jia knows, it's Jia Xu. He couldn't be Jia Xu's whetstone because he was soft-hearted, weak, indecisive! Fleeing in the face of the enemy! He couldn't bear to let Jia Xu go to his death, causing him to lose a leg for nothing, one Lie was born, needing countless Lies to make up for it. Guo Jia and Jia Xu are whetstones for each other, and Jia Xu and Prince Guangling are also whetstones for each other. They are Guo Jia's best weapons against defying fate...
The one who sets the trap suffers the most. Who dares to say that Guo Jia has no heart?
He forces
Guo Jia is forcing everyone, forcing Jia Xu to accept betrayal, accept imperfection, accept hatred, accept love, accept separation, accept death. Guo Jia is also forcing Prince Guangling, forcing her to grow, forcing her to take on all the hardships, and to find a way out from the dire situation. He is also forcing the senior students, forcing them to step onto the stage, forcing everyone to find a way to survive in this chaotic world. Do not rely on anyone, learn to walk the path alone. Everyone is the flowers and grass he carefully nurtured, the sharp blades he carefully honed. Guo Jia is a qualified whetstone. Learn to accept separation and death, accept Guo Jia's departure and death, this is the final lesson.
14full moon
A limp leg doesn't mean it's useless, a useless leg doesn't mean a broken hand, Jia Xu can still draw a bow into a full moon, shoot an arrow through the bullseye, and easily twist off a head with the bowstring. He aims the bow at Prince Guangling, at Guo Jia, at countless people, but has never shot an arrow.
Three Thousand Worlds:
1. Three thousand deaths
Before reconciling with Jia Xu, Guo Jia had another premonition dream. This time, the dream was filled with various scenes of Jia Xu's death, all irreversible. Each time, Guo Jia knelt beside Jia Xu, from the initial pain to later numbness, and finally, tremblingly touched Jia Xu's closed eyes, saying, "I'm sorry, Ah He, I'm sorry, I can't save you, Ah He, I can't save you."
Recalling Chen Gong's words about three thousand worlds, he realized that in each world, Jia Xu would become a casualty of war due to his ridiculous plan, and would die. Finally, upon waking up, he realized: this was already the best ending.
It was destined by Guo Jia of all world lines, with many attempts and variables, especially since Guo Jia could only vaguely see, not personally experience, giving it a strong sense of fate.
It's also a cycle, pushing each cycle node forward one by one until everything hasn't happened yet. It's similar to, the first Guo Jia awakens, wants to save, maybe when he is old and dying, makes a deal with something, manipulates time, the second Guo Jia realizes something halfway through the story, until the third, fourth, fifth, three thousandth, the three thousandth Guo Jia doesn't remember the previous 2999 things before they meet, so there is "precognitive dream" Because it's just a precognitive dream, so Guo Jia is just Guo Jia, not the three thousandth Guo Jia Yes, even their meeting is destined, only death cannot be controlled. Human power is too small to control the whole world, so Chen Gong will say, the power of the universe is carrying everyone forward. The reverse Guo Jia only wants to give Jia Xu a way out. Even if this way is rugged, even if the consequence is always hated. The power of the three thousand Guo Jia pushes him forward. Clearly, he has made a decision that is destined, but he regrets halfway and saves Jia Xu at all costs. From saving Jia Xu, the old world line has already converged halfway. Well, the Guo Jia of the other world line is an anchor, for example, Huguang, someone has made the same decision and failed, so when Guo Jia made the same decision, the anchor moved, making him regret halfway. Not every Guo Jia in every world loves Jia Xu So there will be countless cruel sacrifices of Jia Xu For Guo Jia who falls in love with Jia Xu, seeing these facts is too cruel. Guo Jia is not an unfeeling plant, unable to watch Jia Xu become a stepping stone on the hero's path.
Guo Jia can sacrifice the lives of all under heaven to pave the way for a hero without hesitation, but he cannot bear to let his loved ones die in front of him, because the human heart is tender, and he cannot bear it.
The three thousand rescues
Because he is Guo Jia, not the third thousand reincarnations of Guo Jia, he has experienced all the friendships with Jia Xu, and then witnessed his death three thousand times. It turns out that the way to keep Ah safe is to stay away from him, to hate him.
This is good.
The feeling of sudden realization.
After having a precognitive dream, forcibly removing Jia Xu from oneself.
So, to experience Huguang again,
Jia Xu must hate him to the extreme.
The greater the probability of becoming a hero,
the more peaceful Jia Xu can live.
If Jia Xu doesn't hate, he won't be able to lift his head.
The loss would definitely be huge, even greater than the slaughter of a city.
It's so painful, it's hard to imagine Guo Jia, who is only eighteen or nineteen, just realizing that he has fallen in love with Jia Xu, and because of Jia Xu's three thousand deaths, he has to detach his emotions and let him live.
Love is so small in troubled times.
Yes.
Love is what people need most when they are in trouble. Love is the noblest of all valuable human emotions.
To detach love is akin to a death and a rebirth.
I remember seeing a fan art, Jia Xu is a broken kite, Guo Jia is the one holding the string, and the kite string in the middle is Jia Xu's hatred.
Yes.
Does Guo Jia think about it when he struggles, does he think about how painful it is to die?
The kite string will make the hand bleed, Jia Xu's hatred will make the heart bleed.
When Guo Jia dies, the kite will be free, the kite string will break, and Jia Xu will also die.
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