As I expected, things are progressing step by step according to my plan.
It started with once a month, then became every two weeks, and now it's once a week that she contacts me first. Of course, I don't operate on that frequency. I reach out almost every day. At the same time every day, I go to the small grove near her house, right in front of her window.
At this time every day, even though we don't meet, she will eagerly wait by the window when I appear. My feeling tells me that when she sees me in the small grove every day, she must be extremely happy inside.
She no longer cares about YeluFu, her mind is gradually filling with everything about me. This is something I didn't expect, our feelings are heating up so quickly. I'm not exaggerating when I say that if I were to ask Mrs. Trelawney to stay overnight, I feel she wouldn't refuse. But I can't do that now, I always feel it's not the right time. I can't fight a battle without certainty. Time is a good thing, let it polish these two people more. It's most comfortable when there are no sharp edges, otherwise it will hurt like a hedgehog. Every day I will send her a letter, saying some sweet words she may never have heard in her life, and sign it: Your deeply loving Bei.
She never replies to my letters, but I can guarantee that she reads every letter I send to her carefully. Otherwise, we wouldn't have that subtle telepathic connection, or the anticipation and understanding when we meet.
I don't have that feeling with Betty. I don't even know how we managed to live together for so long. I don't know how she is now. It's really hard to look back on the past.
I have sent money to the previous address a few times, although not much, I think it will still be very helpful to her. I don't know if she has received it, but I think she should have, otherwise the money would have been returned. I haven't received any news of the money being returned.
Let's part ways here. I also need to have my new life, and I hope she can find her own new life too.
After my efforts, I successfully invited Mrs. Trelawney out, and this is our first real date. Her attitude is clearly different from before, becoming more reserved and gentle. I don't initiate conversation with her, and it's obvious that she is a bit shy to talk to me, showing a kind of girlish shyness that warms the heart.
"Dear Taliesin, after more than two months of communication, I think I can now speak to you in person and say what I want to say. You won't object, will you?" I have always maintained a gentlemanly demeanor. She didn't say anything, just smiled at me, and then deliberately or unconsciously fiddled with the folding fan in her hand. This was her way of giving consent.
"This is a gift for you. Don't open it now, wait until you get home to look at it!" I put the gift in her bag, and deliberately paid attention to her eyes. It was a coincidence that our eyes met at the same time. I felt the emotion in her eyes. Was she hoping for a passionate kiss or a hug from me?
I stood up and walked from my seat to hers, sitting beside her and kissing her forehead. As my lips touched her forehead, she gently closed her deep, bright, dark eyes, but it was just a fleeting kiss. I immediately returned to my seat.
This kiss must have left her wanting more.
"Every letter you wrote to me, I have read. I can feel your sincerity, but all of this came too suddenly, making me feel very uncomfortable, because I am a person who cannot withstand setbacks, especially in matters of the heart, such setbacks can be fatal. You know I am a person with deep emotions!"
"Of course, my dear, I understand you better than I understand myself. It's precisely because I understand you so well that I want to be by your side when you need someone the most, to accompany and protect you!"
"Thank you, Bei! Thank you for accompanying me through that difficult time, allowing me to see a new sun and new hope. I'm really grateful to you. If it weren't for you, I don't know how long it would take for me to heal, or I might even fall into a slump and never recover, anything is possible!"
"My dear Taliesin, today I officially invite you to be my girlfriend, okay!"
I looked at her with hopeful eyes.
"I am willing to be your girlfriend, but on one condition. If you can meet my condition, then you will have my heart and my life! Are you willing to take this risk?"
She looked at me calmly.
"What conditions? Just tell me, as long as it's something I can fulfill, I can do it!"
I didn't expect her to negotiate with me. This was really unexpected for me. It seems that I don't know her well enough.
"First, my husband can't know about our affair. It's best if no one knows! I think we both have our reputations to consider, and it's never friendly to be gossiped about behind our backs!"
Secondly, you need to ensure that you won't leave me, although I know this request is a bit unreasonable. But I am really scared, I'm afraid of encountering another YeluFu, which would be a disaster for me! I know I am much older than you, and this condition is too selfish, but you can tell me your thoughts and then make your decision. This way, at least my heart will be at ease.
Thirdly, if you have a sum of money, I would consider marrying you. Because my marriage with my husband is already in name only, we are just nominal husband and wife. I am only considering my daughters. When they grow up, they will understand their mother's situation and understand me.
The first two conditions, you can meet, right? As for the last one, it's my promise to you. You can see my sincerity! Whether it's there or not doesn't matter! So, what do you think? This is definitely not a transaction, it's a sincere confession."
"Darling, I think I can meet all your conditions. As long as it's your idea, I will respect your feelings. From now on, I will put you first in my life, and no one will replace you, unless I die!"
"Don't say such things, my dear!" Taliesin got up from her seat and came to mine. She reached out and hugged me, and I hugged her back. We passionately kissed each other.
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