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Bat King had always been alone since he could remember—growing up by himself, eating alone, practicing flying on his own, and licking his wounds in solitude. Although there were many of his kind, they respected him more than they loved him. That invisible barrier, that intangible wall, made it difficult for them to connect deeply. He thought he had grown accustomed to loneliness and imagined he might live his life this way. Little did he expect to meet Su Ruolan, or to encounter Su Bao in such a twist of fate. What a pure soul Su Bao was; what a warm spirit! Despite having suffered from sharp blades, the strong scent of blood enveloping him, it did not erase the purity within his soul.
Su Bao believed that this body could no longer accommodate two mature and powerful souls. How could it? The reason he had held back was to provide Bat King with more energy and nourishment, hoping that if they ever had to part, Bat King would have a better chance of survival. He truly did not want to face a time when it would be too late to save either of them. If one of them were to be lost, life would feel utterly tasteless without the other. "Since we cannot lack each other," Su Bao thought, "let's strive to survive together."
During the healing process, the heartfelt thoughts of Bat King and Su Bao gradually reached Su Ruolan. She was surprised at how deep their bond had already become. Feeling both moved and saddened, she experienced a wave of guilt as a mother. She realized she had given so little to her child; she hadn’t even provided him with a chance at life and had allowed him to endure such torment. Even while he was fostered by Bat King, she had not fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother, letting him grow up freely without guidance. If it weren't for Bat King's careful care, he might not have recovered so quickly.
Now that he had his own thoughts and someone he cherished, wanting to be together forever and willing to fight for that love, how could a mother not lend her support?
Survival was important; the continuation of their lineage was not paramount. Even if he loved someone of the same gender or became non-human himself, what did it matter? Life was short; living authentically was far more important.
In her past life, Su Ruolan had been overly cautious, never daring to express her true feelings. She loved Qi Runzhou deeply but remained silent about it. Although there were things she didn’t want to do, she endured for him. What if she had chosen not to separate from him back then? Even if it meant bringing two children along, what would have happened? If she had been more honest about her love and respected herself more—if she had told him about her fears—would their relationship have been different? Talent alone wasn’t everything; their bond should have been built on mutual giving rather than one-sided sacrifice. Could she have found solace in his strong shoulders?
At that moment, Su Ruolan reflected deeply. She finally reassessed her shortcomings in her relationship with Qi Runzhou. From being completely in love to feeling intense hatred after losing him, then pretending to move on with cold indifference before finally analyzing everything calmly and objectively—she had let go of that relationship entirely. She recognized her character flaws and grew more mature from the experience.
Meanwhile, Qin Zhi Han remained unaware of Su Ruolan's emotional journey. Outside, he worried about how she would separate Bat King from Su Bao. As they were about to gain another son, he pondered seriously on how to help this new son accept him.
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