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Amidst a lot of discussion, the matter quietly came to an end.
Do you still remember the treasure I hid in the ruins? It has also been confiscated. If only I had known, why bother in the first place! It's true as Liu Ying said, everything is just emptiness.
Now I have unloaded all the burdens on my shoulders, repenting wholeheartedly. I have never felt as peaceful as I do now, with a clear mind and no distractions. I don't think about anything anymore, and I happily accept the education in prison every day, with food and drink, sheltered from the wind and sun, allowing me to once again feel the beauty of life.
One thing that I didn't expect is that Diehard Shawn Bond is being held in the cell next to mine. We finally met, and he kept his promise. I have feelings for him in my heart.
Shaw DeBang is not suitable for this environment. He has clearly lost a lot of weight compared to before. He is still here fantasizing about being able to go out one day and continue his glamorous life. So, he hasn't changed at all. His attitude when talking to me is still the same, just like the Shaw DeBang I knew before.
He says he is wealthy and happy, but in reality, he is indifferent and gloomy because he has a proud and arrogant heart. He says I shouldn't have come to Surrender and should have waited quietly outside for him to come out. He also said that the last move I made was the worst move, and that I had ruined my own life.
Looking at Shaw DeBang in front of me, I fell into contemplation. Suddenly, I realized that this person in front of me brings me not joy and peace, but pain and worry. I tried to persuade him to calm down like me, to remove the arrogance in his heart, and to face his current situation, but before I could speak, I defeated myself.
Slowly, I am honing myself in the waiting, getting closer to him, and discussing life with him. I hope he can understand my current thoughts, and I also hope he can accept my help, perhaps responding to my silent waiting.
One day, he angrily smashed the leftover bowl of rice in front of me and told me, "Don't try to change him. Your life is a mess, and you have no right to criticize others." I was extremely heartbroken at that time.
For many days, we didn't speak. I knew he looked down on me and thought I was a failure. But I acted out of love. I wanted to save him, just like Liu Ying wanted to save me in the beginning.
"I'm sorry, you're wrong again," Liu Ying said.
"Where did I go wrong again?" I asked.
"I know you are torturing yourself, I know where your troubles lie, it's because of Diehard Shawn Bond! This bird, he has his nest, he's different from you, he didn't come here voluntarily! I asked Heavenly Father, he's mocking me, and mocking you, because we are helpless against foolishness!"
"Can I not care about him? Give me a little time, dear, I think I can defeat him, let him understand, I use my kindness and my patience!" I said softly and a little shyly.
"Then you give it a try!"
"I don't want to hand him, who has no tender heart, over to this world. I don't want him to be reckless and lose himself again! Didn't you also save me from the brink of death?"
"You are just beginning on this path you are walking. I hope that no environment will become a stumbling block for you. I want you to be victorious!"
I still don't quite understand the meaning of what Liu Ying said. I simply think that Shaw DeBang should take the initiative to surrender like me.
I know, there is also a voice standing on Liu Ying's side, telling me that you are unlikely to make Shaw DeBang listen to you. How can you do it? With your studies? With your sincere prayers? Or what? Don't forget how you came through, haven't you also experienced in sin? Everything you have experienced, he is also experiencing, even more than you, tens or hundreds of times more! So, he wants to live his own life, defend his own life, and let him know his own situation, find his own way!
Suddenly, I understand! If you want to avoid suffering, pain, and disappointment, you can't do it for him, even if you die for him ten times, you can't change a bit of his fate, he has to awaken himself. In prison, the monotonous life every day has taught me the true meaning of fasting, waiting, and thinking. Sometimes I feel very good and laugh heartily for a while; sometimes I feel very depressed and want to curse this damn Shaw DeBang, but I still have hope. The light of hope is every time Liu Ying comes to visit me, I grasp it like a lifesaving straw, telling her everything, telling everything to this listening master.
My heart gradually brightened, and I also felt better. I even feel like I'm returning to my youth, my childhood. Everything in front of me seems so beautiful! I want to thank the benefactor in my life, my beloved, Ms. Liu Ying.
In the end, Shaw DeBang still adhered to his principles. He is such a stubborn person, who will not yield to anyone, nor bow down or be honest with anyone.
Later, he caused trouble in prison, saying that I was superstitious and accused me of brainwashing him. He insisted on not living next to me and requested to be transferred out of that place. Every time he made a scene, no one paid any attention to him or dealt with the matter. His arrogant demeanor was gradually worn down, to the point that he became silent and uncommunicative. One time, he fell ill in prison, and I was particularly nervous. He was my only friend in there. The situation was chaotic, and medical staff came to take him away for timely treatment. Little did I know, that was the last time we would see each other.
I heard that at the end of his life, he confessed all the bad things he had done. His last words were: "I do not admit that I am a sinner, I am a great figure."
When life is gone, it means everything is gone! A person pretending to sleep, a foolish person, you can never wake them up. She only deserves to live in her own world! I am grateful that I have the opportunity to be reborn and experience a completely new way of life!
Charles Look at me, I'm doing well, and there's good news between the lines!
It's quiet here, like heaven. I'm oblivious to the outside world! I'm still dreaming, waiting for the day to go out and reunite with Liu Ying, and live a good life together. But I don't know that there's already been a series of battles outside...
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